Black Sheep lyrics - Rap

by Sean Dimech
(Malta)

Black Sheep lyrics

Every single day its the same problem with no pace
Took me time to realise it but I'm back in that damn place
For four months I thought I'd live forever with my head inside the clouds
But now it spoke to me and fuck it when it speaks, it speaks so loud
I dont wanna live inside a world thats shrouded with materialism
My life is hell now. What a difference from the heaven,
That I was livin' in when I tried avoiding the problem at hand.
And to make matters worse I think it's too late to understand.
See I was scared, I was vulnerable, sad, yeah I was desperate
I had a problem I couldn't handle, and I just tried to avoid it.
But I failed, okay? I closed my eyes and just ignored it
What a fu*kin dumb idea, why couldn't I slit my wrists instead?

Cos every step I take in that God forsaken place,
Seems to speak to me, saying, 'Don't throw your life away'.
The world I live in has gone beyond the pale
I cant follow others no more,
No, I won't throw my life away.
You can push me or taunt me but you're the fool,
All Guinea pigs in the experiment of life's rules.
I'm gonna leave my life in my own hands,
I just pray I'm not the black sheep,
I pray they understand.

My life's the Yin and the Yang, the good and the bad.
Replace one with the other and it's driving me mad.

I said it one time, sure, I'll say it again
It took me time to realise it, now I'm back here again.
But a few words of wisdom could turn your world around
You may be sad where you stand but hear me out now,
Go and take your courage, your talent and dignity
Be forever happy, and live forever free.
I guess I can't even listen to my own damn advice
Cos I've fallen under this trick, not once, but twice.
One year ago I was drinking my way out of my problems
I was depressed, I'd even planned to overdose on my meds.
And now I'm going through it all over again
Yeah, I'm sad, yeah im deprived, but somethings not the same
See, I've got much more courage, an understanding in my life
Got the will to stand up for my own right.
And I promise you world, I won't be one of your victims.
Today marks the end, tomorrow marks the beginning,

Cos every step I take in that God forsaken place,
Seems to speak to me, saying, 'Don't throw your life away'.
The world I live in has gone beyond the pale
I cant follow others no more,
No, I won't throw my life away.
You can push me or taunt me but you're the fool,
All Guinea pigs in the experiment of life's rules.
I'm gonna leave my life in my own hands,
I just pray I'm not the black sheep,
I pray they understand.