If I Could lyrics

by shannon curtis
(yuma az)

If I Could lyrics

I killed a big part of you that day, when I told you what I had to say.
The tears flowed freely from your eyes. Learning of all the betrayal,
of all the lies.

The man you called your husband, your life. Ten years being
Everything to him, his lover, his wife. Then finding out he
Was having sex with your child.

To say you were shocked is putting it mild. You looked at me
With such pain, for the very first time seeing my shame. For
Five long years I’ve avoided this day.

I never wanted to hurt you this way. I prayed to God to make
Him stop, living my life in secret thoughts. Terrified to be caught,
Believing that it was all my fault.

Thinking that it was me that was bad, I have felt so very sad.
I would have told you if I could, but he said he would kill
You , I believed he would.

I’m sorry your world I tore apart, and forever you had a broken
Heart, It was him that didn’t behave as he should. That is
What I’d change “If I could