i'm jealous - object writing

by Johze
(Caloocan City, Philippines)

I'm Jealous - Object Writing. I saw it on your facebook, you were both happy and i think you have moved on. you're back together and you love each other. you love each other so much. Oh, how jealous i am. I could feel a pinch in my heart when i saw you together on your profile picture. I regret those days i had taken you forgranted. I even thought and swore to myself i couldn't fell in love with you. I even thought you're not worth loving and you really are not my type. But now i wonder why i am feeling this way. This is so weird. This is ridiculous. It's hurting me so badly. Now it's my mistake it's all my fault why you went away. I knew you loved me that much and i saw all your efforts. Only that i ignored them all. How i wish i was courageous enough to show and tell you how much i love you, how much i need you, and how much i wanted you. But now it's too late because you're with her and now she's your world. And you both are happy and i don't wanna ruin your relationship. This could really be hard but i know i just have to move on and find my own life. Maybe someone out there is waiting for me. Or someone better is really meant for me. Well i know God has laid someone for me, whom He knows would really make me happy.